Aku Tahu (I Know)

VERSI BAHASA INDONESIA:
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Kau pergi menjauh dan
Kau telah melukiskan cerita di hidupku
Senang untuk mengetahui bahwa luka-luka itu terasa indah
Karena aku telah memutuskan untuk merasakan keindahannya.


Aku bangga padamu,
Kau sangat mudah untuk berjalan terus
Senang untuk mengetahui bahwa kau melupakan semuanya dengan mudah
Setidaknya, aku tahu kau bahagia sekarang.


Disini aku, memutuskan untuk jadi pembelajar,
Bukannya malah menjadi korban.
Disini aku, memutuskan untuk menenangkan diriku,
Bukannya malah memberikan sebuah dendam.


Setelah terjebak,
Sekarang aku tahu betapa indahnya untuk terus berjalan.
Setelah disakiti,
Sekarang aku tahu betapa indahnya untuk menyembuhkan luka seseorang.



ENGLISH VERSION:

You walked away and
You marked something in my life
Good to know that those scars tasted good
Cause I decided to feel the sweetness


I am proud of you
It’s so easy to move on for you
Good to know that you easily forget everything
At least, I know that you are happy right now


Here I am, decide to be a learner,
Instead of being a victim.
Here I am, decide to calm myself,
Instead of giving a revenge.


After being stuck,
Now I know how beautiful it is to keep going.
After being hurt,
Now I know how beautiful it is to heal someone’s pain.

You Do!

You were there to say
that is not good to chase my gratification.
But, you were there angry,
when I blocked your gratification.
Have I been controlling? Have I been influencing?
Please understand that I have been jealous and care about you.

You said that I torture you sometimes.
But, what we have is torturing me.
Please, realize it!
Please, understand it!

How can I stay with you?
You are someone that ask me to be around you,
But you leave me blank in the dark.
How can I stay with you?
If my love for you is not deserved well?

You look for the others and yes! You do it!
But when you feel lonely, I am still here for you.
You want to forget me and yes! You do it!
But when you need affection, I am here for you.

That's the reason why I want to fight this!
That's the reason why there has been a lot of arguments!
That's the reason why I accidently torture you right after I gave you affection!
Because I want to be smart in the relationship!
Because I am afraid that you'll leave me after that!
I hate to know that I want to do the same to you!
I am so sorry! But, I promise to stop the cycle of pain.

Well, you said you love me all the way.
For my love, let its sincerity says something to you,
It has been telling you, but you have been being dead.
I still want to say that I love you,
But I should live my great life.