Six

It’s number six,
You’ve been living there for more than six months

It takes more than six,
Countless people had taken me somewhere

It’s less than six,
It’s been more than four years since the last time

It’s more than six,
It’s ten fingers of yours that I want to touch

It’s not six,
You’re number one here...right now

Congratulations

I have been telling myself that this is nothing

This is something that we should have never fight

I let you get it

I let myself stay in here

You would say that I should have taken the chance

Only when I don’t take the chance

And let you take the chance

Don’t you know that a lot of people can be happy together?

Don’t you know that there are more than two  choices, not just friends and enemies?

You would say that I am wrong

Only when I don’t let myself to be a victim

And let you be the victim

Who wants to be a victim anyway?

Who wants to be in the silly game?

Who wants to be in someone’s trauma bond?

Congratulations for getting everything that you desire,

Congratulations for reassuring yourself that you didn’t sacrifice some meaningful things,

Congratulations for telling yourself that you did this not because of your ego

Congratulations for me that I am finally free!