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Selasa, 18 April 2017

Sang Pemain (The Player)

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VERSI BAHASA INDONESIA:

Mengalir sudah rasa ibamu kepadaku
Kini, giliranku untuk iba kepadamu
Kau pikir kau telah menyakitiku dengan sadis,
Tapi ah! Santai saja!
Semuanya sudah terbalaskan

Akulah sang pemain, meski memang dulu kaulah orangnya
Akulah sang pemain, meski kau ternyata seorang pemula
Akulah sang pemain, meski kau sedang mengasihani
Akulah sang pemain, meski kau sedang menyesal

Tak ada yang harus di sesali
Kau dapatkan apa yang kau tanam
Tuailah jiwaku yang telah kau tanam dengan bibit pemain

Maaf, kapan aku mulai bahagia karena jauh darimu?
Kapan terakhir kalinya kutanyakan kabarmu?
Kapan aku mulai mengabaikanmu?
Kapan terakhir kalinya aku berkata manis padamu?

Mungkin aku yang sekarang, bukanlah aku dalam versi terbaik
Tapi, biarkan saja roda kehidupan berjalan
Kulepaskan seluruh emosi yang terpendam
Emosi yang selama ini kutahan saat dulu aku masih bersamamu.


ENGLISH VERSION:

It's flowing already, your pity for me
Now, it's my turn to feel pity about you
You think that you have hurt me sadistically,
But ah! Just relax!
Everything is paid off!

I am the player, though you were the person
I am the player, though you are evidently a beginner
I am the player, though you are pitying
I am the player, though you are regretting

There's nothing to be regretted
You get what you have planted
Reap my soul that you have planted with the player seed

Sorry, when did I begin to be happy because of being away from you?
When was the last time I asked how are you?
When did I begin to ignore you?
When was the last time I spoke sweet words to you?

Maybe who I am right now, is not the best version of me
But, let the wheel of life runs.
I release all the suppressed emotions
The emotions that I have been holding when I was with you.

Jumat, 14 April 2017

YA! (YES!)

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VERSI BAHASA INDONESIA

Manisnya senyummu membuatku curiga,
Mungkin memang engkau sangat manis.
Sayangnya, aku takut untuk ditipu lagi.

Terimakasih telah membuatku sakit,
Setidaknya dulu pernah ku anggap itu semua terasa manis.
Terimakasih telah mengkhianati kepercayaanku,
Setidaknya pernah kubuat dirimu seolah orang yang nomor satu.

Sakit yang kau beri kadang memaksaku untuk memikirkan orang lain,
Tapi, tak kan lagi kubuat diriku sengsara untuk memaksakannya.
Memaksakan diriku untuk tetap bersamamu sudah sangat menyakitkan.

Ya, aku marah. Ya, aku kecewa.
Ya, aku sedih. Ya, aku bingung.
Ya, kau pergi. Ya, aku terjebak.
Ya, kau mati. Ya, aku masih hidup.

Kenapa kau khianati?
Kenapa kau jahat?
Kenapa kau gunakan aku?
Aku masih belum bisa menerimanya.

Kupikir, dengan kurang dari lima puluh kata,
Emosiku telah tesalurkan.
Mungkin hubunganku denganmu begitu rumit.
Sampai sesusah ini aku untuk sembuh.



ENGLISH VERSION:

The sweet of your smile made me suspecting
Maybe indeed you are very sweet
Unfortunately, I am afraid to be fooled again.

Thank you for making me sick,
At least I used to perceive that everything tastes good.
Thank you for betraying my trust,
At least I have made you like number one person for me.

The pain that you gave sometimes force me to think about someone else,
But, no more for me to make myself suffer by forcing it.
Forcing me to stay with you have been very painful.

Yes, I was angry. Yes, I was disappointed.
Yes, I was sad. Yes, I was confused.
Yes, you are gone. Yes, I am stuck.
Yes, you are dead. Yes, I am still alive.

Why did you betray?
Why were you evil?
Why did you use me?
I still can’t accept that.

I thought, with less than fifty words,
My emotion would have been released.
Maybe my relationship with you is too complicated.
So then, as hard as this for me to heal.